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I ask myself, what did i want in this life actually. What did i search. A husband? a house? a luxury life?. What Fatihah. What do you really want. Its look like my heart keep something that i can't told anyone. Not a single one. I don't know how to express my feeling. A true feeling not a fake one. I don't know how to tell the world. That deep inside there's something untold even to myself. At this age, i feel insecure, i feel lonely, i feel undesirable, i feel unwanted.

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